Umbra-Lunae

So I’d like to thank my super awesometastic boyfriend for helping me upload stuff while I do homework so ya thanks :)

So ya basically my stress level has skyrocketed and the only thing keeping me calm is math. Why math? of all the things that get confused in my brain numerical equations are on top. So why does this make me calm? Maybe because I know that if i use a certain equation the answer has to come out how it should how things don’t simply change in math there is a reason for it and how it doesn’t nag you about everything. I may not be posting much art but likely be in my room with my nose pressed into my math book wishing things would be more constant and being able to predict things was easier. Although knowing the future would be boring.

You know that day when the whole world changes for you. Well today was that day, exactly one year ago. I remember my friend upset, telling me that one of my closest friends had committed suicide. That was a year ago. Between then I had gone through many other struggles, and the occasional joyful moment. From wanting to take my life to being assaulted by my ex boyfriend I didn’t think there was a happy side to my life. Until that happy moment leaned down and kissed me. That was the happiest day I can remember in three years. What am I doing now? I miss my friend dearly. Recently learnt that another friend is retiring which tore me to pie